"Don't speak"... I'm a "Pink Spider" with "Glass Skin"

You may not understand what those songs want to say, but they really say much enough of what I'm feeling... Or missing...



You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
[...]
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

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You thought your small world was everything
You injure anything that approaches you
You thought the sky was square
"So that's all... after all that's just it"
You said... and this is a lie as well...
[...]
You can use my wings, spider.
But also you will notice sooner or later how hard it is to go on flying.
You have only flown in the palm of someone's hand
And you dare to call this "freedom"...

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Emptier still than any tears of comedy
Left to be just taken
Left to be just damaged
Here, let there be love...
The jokingly-dancing seasons endlessly hurt
Left to be just taken
Left to be just damaged
And to be melted by the dreams I hold out
(I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and sadness lies too close)